Despair...

I cant handle it !
your calmness is driving me crazy,
i dont like the sound emitted by your mouth
its just irritating to me,
i cant stand this awkward silence
please say something
but something wise,
please close your lips and stay quiet
dont say a word!! ,
I know you dislike what i am, what i do, what i think
well i cant do anything about it .....so.....suck it up !!
Dont ever come to me with that composure 'cause ill puke into you
'cause i know it is all rubbish
i can not digest your hipocrisy, im sorry
Id slap your "flawless" and "pretty" reality.
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Ale.