soulsearching

Ok so........ i feel pretty low right now..i mean, i dont know what to do next!! thats the ultimate question: What do I fucking WANT? sh#t My mind is a mess right now , i wish we were all just given a handbook or something on how should i live my life!! but that wouldnt be funny, would it? Maybe i just have to focus on to day, on this moment but its hard 'cause i cant stop thinking about whats next!!! fuck !! i dont wanna think !!! i hate this angst!

Maybe its time for me to turn a new leaf!! yeah i know maybe is just a "not stop thinking" moment (i hope),anyway... all i can do is wait and i know for sure life will bring me exciting things. its just a matter of time, isnt it?

I love this soulsearching ( i am being sarcastic) .

"Mundo loco" - Gary Jules

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Goin' nowhere, goin' nowhere
Their tears are fillin' up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world

Children waitin' for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sits and listen, sits and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson?
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world
A raunchy young world
Mad world

Today im happy because...

...its friday!
...tonight i will have a blast
...ill get to see your eyes again
...i ve finished my exams
...even if i failled accounting, ill have another chance
...i spoke my mind
...i sucked a delicious candy
...i saw new faces
...i laughed with you
...i discovered the band "City and colour"
...its sunny
...ill have a drinks woohoo
...and as simple as the fact that im breathing!

Sometimes little things can make us happier than bigger things.